three birthdays in two weeks. two surprises. i am glad everyone had so much fun. well i did. i still cant believe aishah and yufang came over at midnight when i was like already on my bed since 11pm nak tidur! hahaha it was damn funny ah, like i was seriously sleepy already! then they were singing happy birthday outside my bedroom freaking loud! omg you girls! hahhaha, now that i am thinking of it, i still cant stop laughing. so apparently i spent my birthday alot with my family and those two girls. wani, id put your photo here too if we had took one. friends are forever! hehe. so all of us are older and wiser now(:

best two weeks ever. though i indulged most of my time in my assignments, going to the hospital, finding and making the perfect gifts, i had alot of fun too. and guess what? im going for a short holiday again this december! then soon, it will be 17th and shaaaa, ((((:

but then again, before all of that, i really have to continue with my assignments. seriously tak habis habis and then i still have to sit for an exam on the 14th. i have my fingers crossed now by the way, hoping for the best for my major essays grades! else, im screwed): because i hate setbacks and failures like that big time, i mean, who doesnt right. omg longwinded! bye bye for now!

this has to be my best birthday ever eversince i hit teen.
twenty. soon, ill be twenty-one, then twenty-five, and then thirty. uh oh getting saggy there.
to those who remembered this insignificant birthday of mine, you know who you are,
thank you so much.

okay now that i am twenty, its time to act like one. not!
all the more i want to act younger now that im already at the peak of being a kid.
one more year. wow just one more year and im twenty-one. besar pe.

everything i was not.
now i have come to a point where i feel that i do not have to fight this inner battle anymore.
he moved my world and still does in so much more ways than you could ever imagine. im a wiser, better person. i have learnt so much things. small, nothing things to big, significant things. things that make me what and who i am now. oh well, such is the impact he had on me(: for the record, i am not ashamed of this break up. infact, i am glad. not over the fact that it happened but because he opened up my mind like how i did his.

chey! spoken like a true wise man!
anyway if you have been following me, you should know i actually dig those cheesy knock knock jokes. heres one!

knock knock.
whos there?
yodalahi.
yodalahi who?
hey man, why are you yodelling?

HAHAHA! omg this is funny! after the aitch-who.
good night!

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sorry whats that i cant hear you?

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could you speak louder?

LENKA IS COMING TO SINGAPORE

OMMMMMMMMMMMGG SHE SURE AS HELL IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!

meanwhile, ill just skipalong....

i feel really bad towards you. like i have neglected you so badly in every ways possible. i dont even look at you. sometimes, no. make that most of the time, i totally forget about you. about your existence. and when i really do remember you, i dont even show you that i care. actually i do. you have been there for me for the past few years and i am so ashamed now that i realised i have taken you for granted. i guess it is better that you get someone new. someone better. maybe someone who will fully utilise you. my dear 1.5 curve baby.
so does anyone wanna buy my floorball stick?
hehehe.

is 24 hours a day just too little or is it just that i have issues with time?
if having 48 hours a day is already impossible, why cant time pass slower then? so that at least it feels like it IS infact 48 hours instead of 24. but then again, wouldnt it be even much better if time has no figure? then my lecturer would be like 'okay class, hand in your assignment next week'. and then all of us would cheer because noone really knows when exactly is next week! best kan? or, no no. maybe at least having time like move. so. freaking. slowly. that we could actually count every millisecond!
okay wait.
i think i DO have issues with time.
serious one at that.